My dance friends are leaving me! :(

First of all, can I just tell you how
much I hate White Glove? Every semester, I always think it won't be as bad as the year before, but it's always the same. And I also decided that it doesn't matter what your job is in the apartment- they are all equally time-consuming. I had the living room because I am going to be in this same apartment next semester, so I thought that cleaning it wouldn't be that hard. No, I was wrong. Cleaning blinds takes FOREVER! If I had time, a hose, a front lawn, and it wasn't raining, I totally would have just sprayed them and let them air-dry. Unfortunately, I had none of those things. Oh well. My roommates and I managed to get the apartment clean eventually.

So I didn't think the end of this semester would be this hard, but I know so many of my friends are graduating and I don't know when I'm going to see them again! Some of my closest friends were seniors this semester and now they are leaving. Two of them are guy friends that I met through dance and clogging. One of those guys was one of the TA's/helpers for my Advanced Clogging class and he was always so willing to help me with my clogging. I didn't mind it so much when he was trying to help me because he could tell I was struggling with the steps and he was trying to help me as a friend helping another friend. He made me feel equal to him, even though he's a lot more advanced at dancing than I am. It was so weird whenever he would help me because every time he would go over the steps with me, I just felt like it was him and me on the stage practicing. He made me feel so at ease because he was so patient and I could tell he wanted to help me. We have become genuinely good friends and I am going to miss seeing him around campus. I know some people in my ward and various friends around campus in different majors that are graduating this semester, too. I know a few people in my major that are getting ready to student teach too, so its only a matter of time before they graduate as well. I guess its kind of like when you're in high school, only the friendships you make with people in college are often a lot deeper than the ones you make in high school. I'm so close to graduating, but I'm just a little behind, so I'm watching all these close friends of mine prepare to graduate and go out into their various fields and I'm just realizing now that I may never see some of these friends again. :(

Where did the good Disney go?!

I want to know what happened to the Disney channel where the viewers actually learned something from the shows that were on it. Shows that had good substantial values about realistic kids. No offense to the shows on it right now, but they aren't realistic. The shows that are on there now are what I call cotton candy. They're fun to watch and have sweet stories, but there's only so much a person can watch before they start losing brain cells.
Lets review the shows of the past- the ones about normal families with realistic lives:
Boy Meets World
Lizzie McGuire
Even Stevens
Life With Derek (I think that one might still be on, actually)
Naturally, Sadie
The Proud Family
Smart Guy
Sister, Sister
There were lots of other shows that were good, but these were just a few. I'm just so sick of Disney overusing shows like Hannah Montana and High School Musical (that movie needs to DIE!) Ugh!!! Why can't Disney think of new ideas of shows where the main characters have to deal with real situations that have a moral to them? Allow me to list some of my favorite DCOMs of the past:
Susie Q
Wish Upon a Star
Tiger Cruise
The Thirteenth Year
Quints
Motocrossed
The Luck of the Irish
Double Teamed
Tru Confessions
Going to the Mat
Like I said, those were just some, but they had real substance to them! I still love Disney and all, but I'm getting seriously sick of the cotton candy shows they are showing kids now.

Spring is in the air

With the weather getting nicer and the month of March beginning to wind up, spring is beginning to bloom. I don't know about other colleges, but here on the BYU-I campus, there's one main thing that pops into my mind once spring is in the air: let the engagements/relationships begin. I dont' know if I've just been oblivious or more accepting of relationships this semester, but it has been seeming like more people I know are in relationships or getting engaged. I have one previous FHE brother who I thought I overheard talking about how he has a girlfriend, I have a current FHE brother who I thought had broken up with his girlfriend but today I saw him holding hands with a girl (we said hi to each other; we've become good friends), and I don't even want to think about how many girls in my ELED classes are engaged or married. One of my clogging/dance friends is in a relationship right now too.

I'm not going to lie, this whole lack of dating thing is getting old. I know the solution to getting asked out is being more social, but I have been really social this semester! Up until the last couple weeks when I was doing stuff with family and then giving myself a weekend of downtime, I have done something with friends every single weekend. I have a few guy friends, but I don't think I've actually been on any dates this semester. I suppose it might be a good thing right now because I have been trying to do my best with my classes, so that has kept me really busy. Maybe this semester is meant for me to make more guy friends or make myself noticed so that during the summer semester, I might get asked out? I dunno. That's just my theory.

This seems to happen every year to me, actually. Every year around March or April or whenever the snow starts to melt and couples seem to have multiplied, the idea of a relationship and seeing couples on campus makes me irritated. Then again, maybe its the closing of the semester and the stress getting to me. I've been more stressed lately with deadlines, tests, and assignments due, so that may also be a contributor. In any case, maybe I'll get lucky sometime soon and get asked out by a great guy that I get along with really well.

I had a real firefighter help me with my Social Studies lesson yesterday!

Yesterday was soo great! My Social Studies group started our unit presentation about character values. We were teaching three values to our class: respect, honesty, and courage. We started out the class by having two of our teachers dressed up like leprechauns and splitting up the class into two parts. Each teacher took a group to a different value so they could learn more about it.

One girl was dressed up as Abraham Lincoln, another was Mother Teresa, and I was going to be dressed up as a firefighter. I went to borrow a firefighter's uniform at the fire station yesterday, but they were cautious about letting 'just anyone' take one of them, considering they cost a lot of money (about $1,000, I think). So the chief volunteered one of his firefighters to come and speak to my 'kindergardeners' (they didn't know we were just pretending to be in kindergarden). So instead of dressing up like a firefighter, I had a real firefighter be my guest speaker for my students.

It was so cool! I gave him a heads-up about fifteen minutes before class started about what he'd be doing and he was just perfect. He asked the students all the right questions and gave all the right information (about what we were covering with having courage) and he was just great. I couldn't thank him enough. He was so good. He brought his helmet and firefighter suit to talk about and show us and I even had a nifty book for the students (and myself) to have him refer to when talking about it. He was great with both groups (the class was split in half, so they took turns visiting each 'guest'). I don't think my lesson could have gone any better and I am so grateful to Lee (the firefighter) for taking about 40 or so minutes out of his day to teach us about firefighting and all the things they have to do. I think I'm going to bring a card for all of the students, or at least the teachers in our group to sign to thank the fire department for being so willing to come talk to our class. They do so much for our community and I think its only fair that we give them some kind of thank you card to let them know how much we appreciate them. I've been smiling about this since yesterday. :D It was soooo great!!!

Battle of the Dance ROCKED!!!

My partner Elissa and I before we perform.




Last night was Battle of the Dance and I absolutely loved it. I can't honestly remember all the kinds of dance because we weren't allowed to watch in the back, even if our numbers were already done, but I do remember that everyone did sooo well. Some of the kinds of dances were clogging, Indian (mine :)), Cuban, contemporary, ballroom, spirit dance team (jazz), hula (it was so cool!) and a few others. I loved the entire show. We did a finale dance at the very end to "Please Don't Stop the Music" and it was a total blast. I'm not all the coordinated when it comes to hip hop, but I put attitude into it and just had fun. I was sad when it was over.

This is my friend Brad that used to be my FHE brother. We became friends last year when we found out that we both clog and LOVE it!!
I promise that I'll try to find a way to get my dance on here. The video I have is kind of far away, but I think I'll upload it on youtube anyway just so I can show people who weren't able to see it.

Happy Valentines Day to all!

I have been so excited for Valentines Day this year! I don't have a boyfriend or really a set crush on a boy, but I have a newfound love for the cutest little couple ever!

• MICKEY AND MINNIE MOUSE!
  
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All day today, I've been watching videos with Mickey and Minnie as the stars in them. The main one I wanted to watch was The Three Muskateers because I had forced myself not to watch all of it so I could watch it all today. I've been looking all over youtube at videos from the Disney Parks with Mickey and Minnie. One of my particular favorites is of Mickey's 80th Birthday Party at Disneyland in 2008. Mickey is just soooo stinking cute in it and he is ALWAYS so sweet to Minnie. *sigh* Why would I need a guy right now when I can live vicariously through these two cute little mice?



I've been really busy with school lately, so getting involved with a guy would just distract me more. It has been fun giving out Valentines today to people! I wish I had enough to send to everyone I knew, but I only have so much money. I photoshopped a picture of me and my "true love" ... or at least my stand-in until my real prince that I can share "true love's kiss" with shows up. But ssshhhh, don't tell Minnie! She'd kill me!

I made Battle of the Dance!

This has been a really tough week so far for me, and so you can imagine my excitement when I found out that I made it into the Battle of the Dance performance that will be in about a week and a half. Monday morning was just flat out bad for me- I had a breakdown because of some test scores and I decided I couldn't take it anymore.

Yesterday, I had a better day and then my audition for BOTD was last night. I didn't clog- I did this Indian dance I learned from last summer when I was on the Collegiate World Dance team. I had recruited three other team members, but one of them ended up having a conflict with the audition time and the other one was late. So it was just me and this other girl that did it and it turned out really good. I was kind of nervous- considering I knew two of the judges from dance classes and my old ward, but apparently they liked us. The performance will be on February 21, so we have a little bit to practice and polish things up before we perform. I am so excited though. If I hadn't made it, I would have been completely defeated with school. Heavenly Father knows how important this was to me and I am so grateful that he allowed me to be in the show next week.